Hummm, I am upset currently but it's my own fault.. I was in a really good mood until I decided to look up if I should be upset because my husband watches porn.. I've been trying to ignore my feelings about it because I figured it's a healthy thing all guys do... But a lot of people seem to think it's bad and I don't know what to do now.. He already knows I don't like it and I don't think he has watched any in a couple days unless he watches it on his new cell phone.. =\\ He probably does because he's always babying that thing.. it's always in his pocket and I'm figuring that he doesn't want me to see something on it.. =[ I know there's playboy apps.
The only reason I have a problem with it is because it seems to be effecting our love life. He doesn't know that I know his password to his laptop.. and I've been secretly getting on to see if he's watched any porn... (I know I am a bad wife ='[[) he usually does it right before work while I am sleeping and when he is smoking pot cause he knows I don't want to be near it while pregnant. I've tried stopping it by waking up the same time he wakes up and have sex with him.. he says that we should do that more often but it doesn't seem like he ejaculates or anything so he probably isn't really enjoying it. In a video I watched the guy says something like it's a lazy form of sex.. and I believe that could be a big reason to him watching porn.. Also in another video about porn crap the guy said that a guy can get accustomed to a certain rhythm and pressure while masturbating that he won't be able to get the same feeling from vaginal intercourse with a girl so he won't get the same pleasure.. plus guys are so involved with visual stimulation that they can't really perform intimacy.
Sigh, I don't know what to do.. I guess I just need to try to catch him in the process again and talk to him about it.. =\\ Hopefully he'll try to stop or I might just have to leave him because it's really unfair to me.
The only reason I have a problem with it is because it seems to be effecting our love life. He doesn't know that I know his password to his laptop.. and I've been secretly getting on to see if he's watched any porn... (I know I am a bad wife ='[[) he usually does it right before work while I am sleeping and when he is smoking pot cause he knows I don't want to be near it while pregnant. I've tried stopping it by waking up the same time he wakes up and have sex with him.. he says that we should do that more often but it doesn't seem like he ejaculates or anything so he probably isn't really enjoying it. In a video I watched the guy says something like it's a lazy form of sex.. and I believe that could be a big reason to him watching porn.. Also in another video about porn crap the guy said that a guy can get accustomed to a certain rhythm and pressure while masturbating that he won't be able to get the same feeling from vaginal intercourse with a girl so he won't get the same pleasure.. plus guys are so involved with visual stimulation that they can't really perform intimacy.
Sigh, I don't know what to do.. I guess I just need to try to catch him in the process again and talk to him about it.. =\\ Hopefully he'll try to stop or I might just have to leave him because it's really unfair to me.
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