I Want My Car

Roar, for real? He said he could have my car ready last Wednesday.. it's been a week now. Things keep popping up I guess... he hasn't even tried getting it inspected yet... he's just been trying to fix it. I guess there was like 7 lights on that we didn't see or know about... He's got all of them but 2 to come off. He said there's only allowed to be one light on in order to pass inspection.

I'm annoyed, I need it to freaken do my driving test.. I really don't want to do the 5 hour again.

At least I know it should be almost new with everything they are doing to it. He seems like a really nice guy for doing all this work if he's actually doing what he says.. I'm glad it's like not being sold as is or whatever and me and Brad have to fix everything wrong with it. I'm kinda happy to be buying a car from him even though my dad told me not to. My dad was kinda right with saying he sells crap since this car seems to be having a lot of problems.. but it's not coming out of Brad's or my pocket to fix it up so =P Hopefully the next time I need to have it inspected myself it won't be as bad.

Supposedly now he's telling Brad it should be done tomorrow, they are going to work on it all night tonight and get it inspected and then get our plates on it in the morning... hopefulllllllly. We'll see. -.-

On another note.. I found Dan from notemine on facebook and asked him if Notemine will come back and he said yes but it might take some time. Grrrrrr, at least I know that it isn't permanently gone. Here... I'll paste what he said.
May 4 at 7:30pm

"BT will be running eventually, it's just gonna be some time. I don't have access to the database while it's offline, so I can't give you a copy of your thoughts, so for now, all you're just gonna hafta wait."

No Sister for Kailynn

So many things are going on in my life and I talk about it a lot to different people in person so I always forget what I have or have not mentioned here in my journal yet...

I don't think I wrote here that I'm having a little boy. I know I posted that we found out but because Jen wasn't online I couldn't say what it was.. But yes, the little baby that is doing flips in my tummy currently... is a little boy that we will be naming Alex. It's what Brad wants... I'm pretty sure he wanted that name for a boy before we even knew our daughter Kailynn was a girl. I personally think I could come up with a better name for a boy but I do like it and I rather not argue over names anymore... If it was a girl he wanted to name her either Jasmine or Arianna.. both of which I didn't like. I wanted Chloe. We argued a lot over the name for this baby if it was a girl AND when Kailynn was inside me.

I'm really glad we're having a boy but because this is probably our last child I feel bad that I couldn't give Kailynn a sister to grow up with like I got to.. to me it's important but it's nothing I can really control.. I could have 4 more kids trying to give her a sister and I end up getting her 4 more pain in the butt brothers instead.

I think another reason I really wanted her to have a sister is because I read a secret on postsecret that said something like "I wish my mother gave me a sister." It's haunted me since, I wish I never read that secret. What if that becomes Kailynn's secret one day? =[

Finally

My posts prior to this were originally from my livejournal account. I decided I didn't like it anymore (I felt too restricted). So I transferred everything here one at a time. Sucky thing though is I won't be getting any comments from my friend Jen anymore. =[[ She's decided to go with Tumblr since her username was already taken on this site.

I have a feeling I'm going to really enjoy posting here. I already read a bunch of blogs on here anywayss so it'll be easier for me to follow them. =]]

So today is crappy, weather wise. People also came and took my car away around 8 am to fix it. =[ They put it on a flatbed. Kailynn's car seat was accidentally left in there too... hum. I want it back alreadyyyyyy. >=\ Taking them forever to fix it/get it inspected.. I guess they are going to try putting in a different power steering pumpp. Hopefully they can do that and get it inspected tomorrow and give me it back.

My friend Cj stopped by to talk about plans for Thursday. Going out to eat with her, Jen and possibly Ian.. I'm not too excited about seeing Ian if he shows up. We talked a bunch about random stuff, mostly about what she's been doing. Her and her boyfriend are thinking about finding their own place and maybe have some children <3 So cute.

Osama Is Deadddddddd

Yayyy, about time we found him... took long enough..

Anywayssssss, I drove my car alone today xD Well Kailynn was with me.. Devin rode with Brad. Brad had to drop his car off to a garage place to get it worked on but since he didn't know exactly where the place was but had the address (he found it in the phone book and asked if they could do what he needed) he followed me since I had my gps.

Lol, he gets so frustrated with my gps because he doesn't know how to use it... so I always have to stop and do it myself. I became pro on it in like a day. Woot woot.

It's kinda hard to find a good place to put my gps because my windshield is hugely slanted, I've been putting it like right next to my rear view mirror thing. I also had to use my windshield wipers for the first time. Now I know how to use that and control the speed, like if it's down pouring make it go fast, if it's light rain.. slow.

Now I need to figure out my lights... I guess they have auto daylight lights?? or something... yea, I don't know.. not like they are really needed... I need to know about what lights to use when it's dark, k thanks. Stupid Auto (I'd probably go to Auto if I didn't read in the manual that if I like drive by a bright light my lights might go out... -.- Stupid sensor.) and like 3 other choices and than stupid brights and fog... wtf, way to have like a gazillion craps. Way to have a husband that doesn't know anything and just experiments or chooses by what he thinks looks right... -.- Oh and one of my front fog lights don't work but I should be fine as soon as I know how to turn them off so I don't go driving around looking lame with an unnecessary light out.

I'm a car noob, leave me alone xD Like none of the symbols make any sense to me..The pop trunk and pop gas door are kinda obvious though... Lol Gr, I will learn.

After we dropped the car off and then Devin home, I drove to McDonalds for Mcflurries. Yum, Oreoo foreverrrrrrrrr. Brad got annoyed because he thought I parked too far from the wwindow.. it wasn't even that far away -.- too bad my power steering was acting up so I couldn't really steer closer to the wall easily and he must of forgot that I worked drive thru a lot, there's people that are far worse than me. While we were waiting for them to be made I told Brad how I wished people that I knew were working drive thru today so I could show it off xD hum, hum, hum. The only people who have seen it so far is Sis, Devin, Dad, Uncle Joey, Brad's step brother Richard and Brad's Stepdad.

Lying Gets You No Where

Blehhh, so mother has requested friendship with me todayyyyyyyy on Facebook.. at like the lamest time everrrrrrrrrr. If it was like a couple weeks from now maybe she wouldn't realize I lied. Oo I freaken never lie but because Brad didn't want my mom to be with us for the ultrasound and I didn't want to make it seem like that.. I lied. ughhhhhhhh. I also didn't want her to put two and two together and get Alyssa in trouble for babysitting and not tellinggg.

I told her it was today =\\ I figured she'd probably think since we got my car and junk that maybe we didn't get a moment to tell herrrrrrrrrrr. So now that I lied I have to delete like all of my baby crapness on FAcebook since I psoted it like 235098325 times when it was. I'm print screening them now =\\

lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Found Out the Sex of the Baby!!

=]]] I'm excited and really want to tell everyone right now but I remember Jen saying she wants to be firsttttttttttttt. Bleh, and she is not onlinnnnnnnnnnnnne like she said she would be. Jen won't be first thoughhh, more like third since Brad was there and I told my sis since she was watching Kailynn for us. Since Jen isn't online she's probably going to be like the 23593523 since we have to pick up Devin and will probably tell him and Brad's stepdad. Maybe I'll try texting Adumb, not sure if I have the right number though... hm.

I can't even say much because I don't want to give it away in this posttttt. Ugh. We got a couple pictures from 3Dness!! That was a first, they didn't do that for Kailynn... but it was really neat and cute. Awrrrrrrrrr. We got more pictures of this baby than we did for Kailynn. Kailynn only got two pictures on the first ultrasound and one on the last ultrasound... and the only reason we got to have two ultrasounds was because my doctor wanted to check up on something. Hopefully maybe we get to see this baby again because hopefully she didn't measure everything she was supposed to... it seemed faster this time. She was super nice though, I liked her a lot, a lot more than the people before.

K I need to stop before I accidentally say it.

I am tired and Kailynn is napping and looks really comfy which makes me want to cuddle up and nap even more. We haven't gotten my car yet, because they are putting a new pump thing or something for power steering in it and I guess the pump arrived later than expected and they still have to go to DMV and get plates for it.

Right now Brad is getting his sporty car out of storageeeee.

It's Hott

Really warm today... I also got my packageeeeeeeeeee. =] I bought a bunch of cheap makeup last week. Mainly nail polish and lip gloss. I finally spent some money on myselffff. I already painted my finger nails with a color I bought.. I'm really not sure what you would call this color... kinda bluish and kinda greenish but really pale.
Excuse my uglyness.

Making Fettuccine for dinner tonight.. I really don't feel like it.. the kitchen is already really hot with the dryer on.. I hate doing laundry in this stupid apartment during the warmer seasons.. I don't mind it in the winter because it's just like another heater to warm the apartment up.

I don't know, I'm annoyed... Brad can be such a jerk.

Car, Baby, House

It's pretty nice out today. Didn't do much but clean, cooked Tacos and talk a bunch to parents.
Talked about cars, baby, house..

Dad really doesn't think I should get the car I want because of it being a gas hog and gas is getting pricey. I still want it =[ I feel so much better about driving around in the winter with it because it has a v8 and a lot of people said the car is good in the winter, like they drive by stuck cars easily. My dad doesn't think I'll ever be able to sell it if I don't want it anymore because everyone is going to steer away from v8 cars. People who want v8's are usually people who are looking for a truck to haul things. Bleh, I don't plan on selling it anywayssssss.
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Baby... everyone seems to think I'm having a baby boy.. Jen, Brad and mom thinks so.. We will find out in 3 more daysss!!! <3 I told mom that I'm hoping it's a girl so I don't have to worry about buying a million more things.... She offered me Acaylas old toddler bed but I rather get the same thing Kailynn has now.. which is like a 4 in one kinda thing.. crib that can be transformed into a toddler bed and a regular bed plus changing table can just be dresser. I rather let Kailynn grow up in her bed and be able to say she's had that bed all her life... like it's meant to be and get the baby another one that they can grow up into.. it'll save money in the long run, by not having to buy a million freaken beds.. still kinda pricey at the moment.

Mom wanted to see my belly but I wouldn't purposely show her.. Makes me feel awkward. Alaynie and Acayla were trying to get me to stand straight up and hold my arms up? to see my belly I guess and than Acayla says "Ashlynn has a pooch on her belly!!!" Kinda annoys me. Mom said "it's not a pooch.. it's the baby inside her." Blehhhhhhhhhhh, way to point out my fatnessssss. >=\

Then somehow we started talking about the house next door and me and Brad moving. I told them it's going to be hard for us to find a place since like 99% of the places don't allow pets and my mom was like we allow petsssssss. Hinting to move down there... I really don't want to but I'm thinking we might have to for now... I'm making Brad promise that it isnt going to be a permanent thing because I really don't want to live there forever. I really want new surroundings... I've lived there almost my whole lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee and I really don't like the layout of the apartment. Grrrrrr, makes me really sad thinking about moving back into there... been some bad memories =\\\ Like my head being smashed into the living room wall, my head being smashed against the ceramic bathroom tub, watching my sister being picked up by only her hair in the kitchen... having it done to myself and watching the world turn into a blur from being shaken. I remember having my head pounded into the wall one day and while she was doing it I was hoping it'd be the last time... hoping she'd do it hard enough to finally kill me. Sighhhhhh. It was pretty much hell living there most of my life. It's kinda funny how easy it is for tears to fall just thinking about it. They are falling now. =\\ I hate that me and Alyssa had to go through that. I wish I asked for help but I was too scared. I'm so surprised I survived that, so many times I wanted to commit suicide because I was tired of my mom beating me up.

Sighhh, I don't think I want to write anymore, goodnight.