The Sun is Shining

And it makes me want to drive somewhere really bad but I have no where I need/should go. Sigh.. I want to practice.. I could probably practice right in front of the house but Brad doesn't seem to want to watch Kailynn. He's grilling/drinking/listening to music right now.

Grr, I can't wait to get this test over withhhhhhh and I won't ever have to worry about doing a K turn or parallel ever again if I don't need to or at least be judge on how well I do..

I want one of them new ford car things that automatically parallels for you.. lol me and Brad were watching the commercial and he was saying it was something that I need.. too bad it didn't come out ten years earlier so that maybe we could afford it.. my car is ten years old.. I said I wish I could get my hand on one now and let it do it and pretend I'm the one doing it. Hahar -cheat-
I have no idea where my parents went for the day.. they left early and are still not home... I'm guessing they went to Erie to celebrate Mother's Day or something.. probably went out to eat at Golden Coral.. omgosh that sounds so yummy. I wish they had one closer.. I just looked it up and the Erie one is indeed the closest. Boo =[ I'm too scared to drive in Erie traffic for now, it's kinda crazy.

I changed my background to a cute brightly colored clown-like girl. I like ittt. Cuteness.

Ughh, I am so hungryyyyyy. Brad is grilling hot doggies, yum.

Finally Got My Car

Yay, I am happy now because my car is finally mine and is staying here forever. =]

Except Brad is taking it to work tomorrow so he can show it off. -.-

And the dealer guy took off the filter thing that was broken in front and gluing that back together so he's going to pick that up after work. =] I don't really get why the dealer guy feels like he needs to do it... figured it would be something little I had to take care of.

One lame thing though is he didn't fix the fuel gauge.. so I won't really know how much gas I have until it dings when it's low or check the high techness of it... it like tells you everything about the car on the dash thing. Like if your tire pressure is good, how many miles you can go with the gas in the tank, how good the oil is... etc. Neat stuff. <3

My first letters on my plate is FML... lol.. eff my life. Brad's is FML too. Brad put these cover things on the plates to make them darkish and better looking. Stupid, ugly orangish/yellow New York plates.

I might go out and play with the lights when everyone is asleep. xD

Kailynn is a Turd.

I will be so freaken mad if my car isn't done tomorrow.. Brad's not sure if DMV is open on weekends.. It's supposed to be my mother's day present which is this Sunday. =\ I just looked it up online and it isn't open on the weekend.. WTF. I feel like a little brat wanting my car but I really don't think it should take this long for them to fix it.

Brad came home today during lunch and said he swore he saw someone driving my car. Seems like they are just joy riding with it.. the guy told Brad that they pretty much added 400 (that seems pretty extreme) more miles to the car trying to get the lights to come off because some lights need to run a bit in order to shut off. He also said he's taken it to a few different people and the guy who is going to look at it tomorrow thinks he knows what's wrong. He better know.

I'm just really annoyed right now.. stupid car isn't back yet and Kailynn was a turd earlier so I couldn't really enjoy hanging out with my friends. CJ, Jen, and I went to Alfies for dinner. It was pretty expensive. CJ works there. It was my first time eating there. I had lasagna and it was good, I ordered Kailynn chicken fingers and fries but she barely touched it. Kailynn wasn't in a very good mood probably because she barely got to nap. She had apple juice and was having fun drinking out of that out of the straw, than she threw that to the floor and left a big wet spot. Kailynn just wanted to run around so she cried/screamed because she didn't want to be in the highchair. CJ was trying to make her happy with random things in her purse... first it was her keys, than it was like a bottle of pills that had a childproof lock so she wasn't in any type of danger. Also gave her a can of soup. Those didn't entertain her very long. Than CJ got her a picture and crayons to color.. that lasted like ten minutes before they were thrown to the ground with everything else. I was embarrassed. Finally we left for a little trip to get cheap cigs and gas. Than got dropped off home and wanted to pass out as soon as I got inside but I did not, I just laid in bed for a few minutes.

P.s. Jen, you didn't get your salad...

I Want My Car

Roar, for real? He said he could have my car ready last Wednesday.. it's been a week now. Things keep popping up I guess... he hasn't even tried getting it inspected yet... he's just been trying to fix it. I guess there was like 7 lights on that we didn't see or know about... He's got all of them but 2 to come off. He said there's only allowed to be one light on in order to pass inspection.

I'm annoyed, I need it to freaken do my driving test.. I really don't want to do the 5 hour again.

At least I know it should be almost new with everything they are doing to it. He seems like a really nice guy for doing all this work if he's actually doing what he says.. I'm glad it's like not being sold as is or whatever and me and Brad have to fix everything wrong with it. I'm kinda happy to be buying a car from him even though my dad told me not to. My dad was kinda right with saying he sells crap since this car seems to be having a lot of problems.. but it's not coming out of Brad's or my pocket to fix it up so =P Hopefully the next time I need to have it inspected myself it won't be as bad.

Supposedly now he's telling Brad it should be done tomorrow, they are going to work on it all night tonight and get it inspected and then get our plates on it in the morning... hopefulllllllly. We'll see. -.-

On another note.. I found Dan from notemine on facebook and asked him if Notemine will come back and he said yes but it might take some time. Grrrrrr, at least I know that it isn't permanently gone. Here... I'll paste what he said.
May 4 at 7:30pm

"BT will be running eventually, it's just gonna be some time. I don't have access to the database while it's offline, so I can't give you a copy of your thoughts, so for now, all you're just gonna hafta wait."

No Sister for Kailynn

So many things are going on in my life and I talk about it a lot to different people in person so I always forget what I have or have not mentioned here in my journal yet...

I don't think I wrote here that I'm having a little boy. I know I posted that we found out but because Jen wasn't online I couldn't say what it was.. But yes, the little baby that is doing flips in my tummy currently... is a little boy that we will be naming Alex. It's what Brad wants... I'm pretty sure he wanted that name for a boy before we even knew our daughter Kailynn was a girl. I personally think I could come up with a better name for a boy but I do like it and I rather not argue over names anymore... If it was a girl he wanted to name her either Jasmine or Arianna.. both of which I didn't like. I wanted Chloe. We argued a lot over the name for this baby if it was a girl AND when Kailynn was inside me.

I'm really glad we're having a boy but because this is probably our last child I feel bad that I couldn't give Kailynn a sister to grow up with like I got to.. to me it's important but it's nothing I can really control.. I could have 4 more kids trying to give her a sister and I end up getting her 4 more pain in the butt brothers instead.

I think another reason I really wanted her to have a sister is because I read a secret on postsecret that said something like "I wish my mother gave me a sister." It's haunted me since, I wish I never read that secret. What if that becomes Kailynn's secret one day? =[

Finally

My posts prior to this were originally from my livejournal account. I decided I didn't like it anymore (I felt too restricted). So I transferred everything here one at a time. Sucky thing though is I won't be getting any comments from my friend Jen anymore. =[[ She's decided to go with Tumblr since her username was already taken on this site.

I have a feeling I'm going to really enjoy posting here. I already read a bunch of blogs on here anywayss so it'll be easier for me to follow them. =]]

So today is crappy, weather wise. People also came and took my car away around 8 am to fix it. =[ They put it on a flatbed. Kailynn's car seat was accidentally left in there too... hum. I want it back alreadyyyyyy. >=\ Taking them forever to fix it/get it inspected.. I guess they are going to try putting in a different power steering pumpp. Hopefully they can do that and get it inspected tomorrow and give me it back.

My friend Cj stopped by to talk about plans for Thursday. Going out to eat with her, Jen and possibly Ian.. I'm not too excited about seeing Ian if he shows up. We talked a bunch about random stuff, mostly about what she's been doing. Her and her boyfriend are thinking about finding their own place and maybe have some children <3 So cute.

Osama Is Deadddddddd

Yayyy, about time we found him... took long enough..

Anywayssssss, I drove my car alone today xD Well Kailynn was with me.. Devin rode with Brad. Brad had to drop his car off to a garage place to get it worked on but since he didn't know exactly where the place was but had the address (he found it in the phone book and asked if they could do what he needed) he followed me since I had my gps.

Lol, he gets so frustrated with my gps because he doesn't know how to use it... so I always have to stop and do it myself. I became pro on it in like a day. Woot woot.

It's kinda hard to find a good place to put my gps because my windshield is hugely slanted, I've been putting it like right next to my rear view mirror thing. I also had to use my windshield wipers for the first time. Now I know how to use that and control the speed, like if it's down pouring make it go fast, if it's light rain.. slow.

Now I need to figure out my lights... I guess they have auto daylight lights?? or something... yea, I don't know.. not like they are really needed... I need to know about what lights to use when it's dark, k thanks. Stupid Auto (I'd probably go to Auto if I didn't read in the manual that if I like drive by a bright light my lights might go out... -.- Stupid sensor.) and like 3 other choices and than stupid brights and fog... wtf, way to have like a gazillion craps. Way to have a husband that doesn't know anything and just experiments or chooses by what he thinks looks right... -.- Oh and one of my front fog lights don't work but I should be fine as soon as I know how to turn them off so I don't go driving around looking lame with an unnecessary light out.

I'm a car noob, leave me alone xD Like none of the symbols make any sense to me..The pop trunk and pop gas door are kinda obvious though... Lol Gr, I will learn.

After we dropped the car off and then Devin home, I drove to McDonalds for Mcflurries. Yum, Oreoo foreverrrrrrrrr. Brad got annoyed because he thought I parked too far from the wwindow.. it wasn't even that far away -.- too bad my power steering was acting up so I couldn't really steer closer to the wall easily and he must of forgot that I worked drive thru a lot, there's people that are far worse than me. While we were waiting for them to be made I told Brad how I wished people that I knew were working drive thru today so I could show it off xD hum, hum, hum. The only people who have seen it so far is Sis, Devin, Dad, Uncle Joey, Brad's step brother Richard and Brad's Stepdad.

Lying Gets You No Where

Blehhh, so mother has requested friendship with me todayyyyyyyy on Facebook.. at like the lamest time everrrrrrrrrr. If it was like a couple weeks from now maybe she wouldn't realize I lied. Oo I freaken never lie but because Brad didn't want my mom to be with us for the ultrasound and I didn't want to make it seem like that.. I lied. ughhhhhhhh. I also didn't want her to put two and two together and get Alyssa in trouble for babysitting and not tellinggg.

I told her it was today =\\ I figured she'd probably think since we got my car and junk that maybe we didn't get a moment to tell herrrrrrrrrrr. So now that I lied I have to delete like all of my baby crapness on FAcebook since I psoted it like 235098325 times when it was. I'm print screening them now =\\

lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.